SupervagabondS - Révérence
Quand : 29/06/2021
Durée : 70 jours
Durée : 70 jours
Distance globale :
751km
Dénivelées :
+6564m /
-6943m
Alti min/max : -79m/281m
Carnet publié par SupervagabondS
le 19 nov. 2021
modifié le 22 févr. 2022
modifié le 22 févr. 2022
Coup de coeur !
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Vue d'ensemble
Le compte-rendu : Lakeistenranta Camping (mise à jour : 12 févr. 2022)
We find our friends and take the opportunity to celebrate Tarja's birthday as well as mine, both in July.
I feel that Israfil hopes or expects something from me, but I let him think that we are going to leave after tomorrow.
He was able to hurt me without realizing it, however I never forget that he leads his campsite in a way that I will be unable to inflict on myself and he struggled to succeed in recovering our package with the jacket and phone.
The morning after our arrival, I go to see him to ask him what he needs and he explains his project for kayak racks, since he now offers them for rent.
In one hour everything is settled: we went to buy wood and Israfil understands that I have to be left alone and alone if I want to do everything in one day !
It's a day focused on distilling my silent hurt into the generosity I teach my daughter. I explained to Amélie the contradiction of my feelings and yet I put all my soul into it.
It's in the car coming back from Mikkeli that Israfil asks me:
- But don't you think I'm using you to make the stands for the kayaks?
- I could tell you that I also use you to get free camping and saunas!
It was just enough of these two sentences to understand that it was not the right way to consider the other.
- But don't you think I'm using you to make the stands for the kayaks?
- I could tell you that I also use you to get free camping and saunas!
It was just enough of these two sentences to understand that it was not the right way to consider the other.
It took me only one day to make the two racks, however we stayed 4 full days at the campsite and we ate every evening with our friends. Besides, I work with the trestles that I had made two years earlier !
It's not complicated to build, the most difficult thing is to understand or to accept to feel.
I ask our friends to help me find a mutt! They will do everything like me to find a puppy, but Finnish breeders tend to hang up when they realize that the animal will not stay in Finland !
Israfil picked up the package to help us, so I really avoid holding it against him for what we always expect from friends.
The big canoe requires so much pressure in my hands that a kind of wedge takes place in the palm of my hand, as hard as wood because of the small clots of blood under the skin.